by Evgeniya Seizova
Year by year a beautiful young lady was gazing with Her spiritual eyes in her own destruction…
Was she a human being anymore?
She stared her tired and too dilated pupils once again in the impassable Darkness trying to find a ray of light.
So many impossible efforts. They’ve been crushing and spitting out one by one small pieces of her soul in the middle of nowhere until from her were left only pitiful remnants (a shadow of her former self) and a miserable shell trying to resemble the former fascinating appearance.
Do you want to see what is inside?
Your eyes detect a shell on their way. In their vain to find out what is inside they see only vagueness and then you feel a pulse, a thin vein passing from the top to the bottom with some organ similar to a heart in the middle.
Is there anybody alive? It’s moving, yes, it’s beating – tup-tup-tup-tup … so calm and quiet that even in the presence of all the silence in the world it cannot be heard.
Inside is empty. It seems as if a tornado has passed from there. Somehow it is not far from the truth. She was screaming more than ever, she used to cry so much that her eyes became red for all time… Then she stopped. Thinking she looked hysterical, she decided to drown her sorrow in the smoke and the taste of all kind of growing stuff. Then one couldn’t be able to determine anymore why her eyes were so RED (FUCKING RED EYES) with large pupils (BLACK, EXTREMELY BLACK PUPILS).
Before stretching a hand out and giving the most cordial of hugs to the only “Friend” who came pick her from that “middle of nowhere” and to put her god knows where, she decided to take a look around and to at least wave a hand to Life for the last time…
She hadn’t smiled for a very long time. But by this time she saw something, which immediately threw her in a hysterical laugh. Her wrinkles and her mouth had lost the habit to smile and that’s why in their desperate efforts they merely lapsed into hysteria…
Falling and standing at the same time, she was running to the two small spots, which made her freak with hope. These small spots were really a special event in the last couple of … (she didn’t remember the period of time). Her large pupils were getting smaller and smaller and The Darkness around her was escaping as fast as they were getting smaller… It’s now floating away, so almighty, untouchable and powerful…
“Let it be light!”
Two flashlights pierced the Darkness in her soul.
Tup-tup-tup-tup-tup-tup-tup-tup – it was her heart – so excited, so dynamic…
P.S. It was the first day of the rest of her life.
P.P.S. LIFE is short – play hard!!!!!!!!!
(She became a fucking bitch!)
The End
Originally posted on 4.20.02
